What Does Time Do?
My twelve year old daughter and I went back to the village where I was born.
It is not even a town. Teufen is just a small Swiss village, pressed gently into the Appenzeller landscape as if it had no ambition to be more than it is. I lived there until I was nine. From the house where I stayed with my grandparents, I used to walk to kindergarten and later to school. In my memory, that walk was long. I crossed wide fields, climbed mountains, moved through valleys. It felt heroic. A corridor of weather and mood. A daily expedition.
Now it takes a few minutes.
The path is narrow. The hills are low. The slope that once felt like a climb toward destiny is barely a rise. Everything is shorter than it used to be. Less dramatic. Less charged.
I had the strange sensation that I was too large for the place.